Keeping it real

Yesterday I went to register with the counselling service at the university.  I’m seeing someone next Wednesday.  I have no idea if it will work out, or not, but at least there are other counsellors who I could see if I don’t like this lady.

I’ve been thinking for a while about seeing another head doctor.  Not because I’m having any real issues, but because I notice that some bad habits are creeping back in.  I am utterly unable to make decisions.  I fail completely to deal with stress.  I must be in control at all times or everything becomes impossible.

I guess I’ve been lazy.  I have lost the habit of checking my behaviour.  I hope this new counselling adventure will help me to keep it real, as such, and not let my laziness get the better of me.