Keeping it real
Yesterday I went to register with the counselling service at the university. I’m seeing someone next Wednesday. I have no idea if it will work out, or not, but at least there are other counsellors who I could see if I don’t like this lady.
I’ve been thinking for a while about seeing another head doctor. Not because I’m having any real issues, but because I notice that some bad habits are creeping back in. I am utterly unable to make decisions. I fail completely to deal with stress. I must be in control at all times or everything becomes impossible.
I guess I’ve been lazy. I have lost the habit of checking my behaviour. I hope this new counselling adventure will help me to keep it real, as such, and not let my laziness get the better of me.
Head doctors are awesome! They have a way of giving the kind of advice and perspective you could only wish your friends and family give. It’s like … the exact opposite sometimes. I like to get my paradigms shifted.
Don’t worry we all have these periods of laziness and irresponsibility.
Just never give up – in whatever mood you are! 
I’m hoping my new head doctor will be as good as my last one! I need a kick in the proverbial, and hopefully she’ll know how to get me to stop being lazy